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profoundly moving. The girl was overcome with astonishment and remorse--and immense relief. She ran to her. "Oh, I am! I am! I was only thinking--I've gone against your judgment." Her nerves, stretched with the sleepless night and the strain of writing the dreadful letter to Judith, gave way. She broke into sobs. She put her arms tightly around her aunt's beautiful neck and laid her head on her shoulder, weeping, her heart swelling, her mind in a whirling mass of disconnected impressions. Arnold--Judith ... how strange it was that Aunt Victoria really cared for her--did she really care for Aunt Victoria or only admire her?--did she really care for anybody, since she was agreeing to stay longer away from her father and mother?--how good it would be not to have to give up Helene's services--what a heartless, materialistic girl she was--she cared for nothing but luxury and money--she would be going abroad now to Paris--Austin Page--he had kissed her hand ... and yet she felt that he saw through her, saw through her mean little devices and stratagems--how astonishing that he should be so very, very rich--it seemed that a very, very rich man ought to be different from other men--his powers were so unnaturally great--girls could not feel naturally about him ... And all the while that these varying reflections passed at lightning speed through her mind, her nervous sobs were continuing. Aunt Victoria taking them, naturally enough, as signs of continued remorse, lifted her out of this supposed slough of despond with affectionate peremptoriness. "Don't feel so badly about it, darling. We won't have any more talk for the present about differing judgments, or of going away, or of anything uncomfortable"; and in this way, with nothing clearly understood, on a foundation indeed of misunderstanding, the decision was made, in the haphazard fashion which characterizes most human decisions. The rest of the month was no more consecutive or logical. Into the midst of the going-away confusion of a household about to remove itself half around the world, into a house distracted with packing, cheerless with linen-covers, desolate with rolled-up rugs and cold lunches and half-packed trunks, came, in a matter-of-fact manner characteristic of its writer, Judith's answer to Sylvia's letter. Sylvia opened it, shrinking and fearful of what she would read. She had, in the days since hers had been sent, imagined Judith's answer in every possibl
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