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w in the sunshine. "It's my belief, however, that at the crucial moments you have plenty of it of your own." "That's a safe guess!" said Sylvia ironically, "since there never have _been_ any crucial moments in a life so uninterestingly eventless as mine. I wonder what I _would_ do," she mused. "My own conviction is that--suppose I'd lived in the days of the Reformation--in the days of Christ--in the early Abolition days--" She had an instant certainty: "Oh, I have been entirely on the side of whatever was smooth, and elegant, and had amenity--I'd have hated the righteous side!" Page did not look very deeply moved by this revelation of depravity. Indeed, he smiled rather amusedly at her, and changed the subject. "You said a moment ago that I couldn't understand, because I'd always had money. Isn't it a bit paradoxical to say that the people who haven't a thing are the only ones who know anything about it?" "But you couldn't realize what _losing_ the money meant to us. You can't know what the absence of money can do to a life." "I can know," said Page, "what the presence of it cannot do for a life." His accent implied rather sadly that the omissions were considerable. "Oh, of course, of course," Sylvia agreed. "There's any amount it can't do. After you have it, you must get the other things too." He brought his eyes down to her from a roving quest among the tops of the trees. "It seems to me you want a great deal," he said quizzically. "Yes, I do," she admitted. "But I don't see that you have any call to object to my wanting it. You don't have to wish for everything at once. You have it already." He received this into one of his thoughtful silences, but presently it brought him to a standstill. They were within sight of the Grand Canal again, looking down from the terrace of the Trianon. He leaned against the marble balustrade and thrust his hands deep into his pockets. His clear eyes were clouded. He looked profoundly grave. "I am thirty-two years old," he said, "and never for a moment of that time have I made any sense out of my position in life. If you call that 'having everything'--" It occurred to Sylvia fleetingly that she had never made any sense out of her position in life either, and had been obliged to do a great many disagreeable things into the bargain, but she kept this thought to herself, and looked conspicuously what she genuinely felt, a sympathetic interest. The note of plain direct si
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