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erick, sir," said the man. "Drive on, b------t you," cried a deep voice from the other side of the vehicle; and the fellow's whip descended with a heavy slash, and the beast struck out into a gallop, and speedily was out of sight. "Did n't you see who it was?" muttered the speaker to the man beside him. "No." "It was Cashel himself,--I knew him at once; and I tell you, Jones, he would have known _me_, too, for all this disguise, when a gleam of day came to shine." As for Cashel, he stood gazing after the departing vehicle, with a strange chaos of thought working within. "Am I then infamous?" said he at last, "that these men will not travel in my company? Is it to this the mere accusation of crime has brought me!" And, slight as the incident was, it told upon him as some acrid substance would irritate and corrode an open wound,--festering the tender surface. "Better thus dreaded than the 'dupe' I have been!" said he, boldly, and entered the inn, where now the preparations for the coming day had begun. He ordered his breakfast, and post-horses for Killaloe, resolved to see Tubbermore once again, ere he left it forever. It was a bright morning in the early spring as Cashel drove through the wide-spreading park of Tubbermore. Dewdrops spangled the grass, amid which crocus and daffodil flowers were scattered. The trees were topped with fresh buds; the birds were chirping and twittering on the branches; the noiseless river, too, flowed past, its circling eddies looking like blossoms on the stream. All was joyous and redolent of promise, save him whose humbled spirit beheld in everything around him the signs of self-reproach. "These," thought he, "were the rich gifts of fortune that I have squandered. This was the paradise I have laid waste! Here, where I might have lived happy, honored, and respected, I see myself wretched and shunned! The defeats we meet with in hardy and hazardous enterprise are softened down by having dared danger fearlessly,--by having combated manfully with the enemy. But what solace is there for him whose reverses spring from childlike weakness and imbecility,--whose life becomes the plaything of parasites and flatterers! Could I ever have thought I would become this? What should I have once said of him who would have prophesied me such as I now am?" These gloomy reveries grew deeper and darker as he wandered from place to place, and marked the stealthy glances and timid reverence
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