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ore than doubtful. Wherever Cashel turned, desertion and desolation met him; and the cutting question that ever recurred to his mind was, "Is this _my_ doing? Are these the consequences of _my_ folly?" The looks of the villagers seemed to tally with the accusation, as in cold respect they touched their hats as he passed, but never spoke: "not one said God bless him." He twice set out for the cottage, and twice turned back,--his over-full heart almost choked with emotion. The very path that led thither reminded him too fully of the past, and he turned from it into the wood, to wander about for hours long, lost in thought. He sought and found relief in planning out something for his future life. The discovery of the murderer--the clearing up of the terrible mystery that involved that crime--had become a duty, and he resolved to apply himself to it steadily and determinedly. His unacquitted debt of vengeance on Linton, too, was not forgotten. These accomplished, he resolved again to betake himself to the "new world beyond seas." Wealth had become distasteful to him; it was associated with all that lowered and humiliated him. He felt that with poverty his manly reliance, his courageous daring to confront danger, would return,--that once more upon the wild prairie, or the blue waters of the Pacific, he would grow young of heart, and high in spirit, forgetting the puerile follies into which a life of affluence had led him. "Would that I could believe it all a dream!" thought he. "Would that this whole year were but a vision, and that I could go back to what I once was, even as 'the buccaneer,' they called me!" His last hours in Tubbermore were spent in arrangements that showed he never intended to return there. His household was all discharged; his equipages and horses despatched to the capital to be sold; his books, his plate, and all that was valuable in furniture, were ordered to be packed up, and transmitted to Dublin. He felt a kind of malicious pleasure in erasing and effacing, as it were, every trace of the last few months. "I will leave it," muttered he, "to become the wreck I found it--would that I could be what I was ere I knew it!" The following day he left Tubbermore forever, and set out for Dublin. CHAPTER XXXII. ON THE TRACK "And with a sleuth-hound's scent, Smells blood afar!" It was nightfall when Roland Cashel entered Dublin. The stir and movement of the day were over,
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