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indeed," nothing daunted; "I shouldn't hesitate. And, at all events, I should be civil to him at all times. Why, the way you treated that wretched young man to-day at Clonbree Barracks was, I consider, shameful! And you call yourself, I dare say, soft-hearted. To _look_ at you, one would think you couldn't be unkind if you tried; and yet the _barbarity_ of your conduct to-day, to a person who literally worships the ground you walk on, was----" "But what did I do?" interrupts poor Monica, trembling before this whirlwind. "What _didn't_ you do? you mean. You would not even grant him one kind parting glance. I could have _cried_ for him, he looked so sad and forlorn. I think he looked like suicide,--I do, indeed,--and I shouldn't wonder a bit if in the morning we heard----" "Oh, Kit, don't! _don't!_" says Monica, in an agony, as this awful insinuation gains force with her. "Well, I won't then," says the advocate, pretending to surrender her point by adroitly changing her front. A very Jesuit at soul is this small Kit. "After all, I daresay he will grow tired of your incivility, and so--forget you. Some one else will see how dear a fellow he is, and smile upon him, and then he will give you up." This picture, being in Monica's eyes even _more_ awful than the former, makes great havoc in her face, rendering her eyes large and sorrowful, and, indeed, so suffused with the heart's water that she seems upon the very verge of tears. She turns these wet but lovely orbs upon her tormentor. "That would be the best thing he could do for _himself_," she says, so sadly that Kit insensibly creeps closer to her; "and as for me, it doesn't matter about me, of course." "Monica, you like him, then," says Kit, suddenly, rising on her knees and looking into her sister's averted eyes. "I am sure of it: I know it now. Why did you not confide in me before?" "Because it seems all so hopeless; even--if I loved him enough to marry him--_they_ would never give in" (meaning, presumably, her aunts): "so why should he or I waste time over so impossible a theory?" "Why should it be impossible? Why should you not be married?" "Because the fates are against us. Not," quickly, "that _that_ so much matters: I don't want to marry _anybody_! But--but," lowering her lids, "I do want him to _love_ me." "My dear child, talk sense if you talk at all," says the material Kit. "There never yet was a heroine in any novel ever read by me (and
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