FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  
artistes._" "But," Karen said, looking closely at him, and with a smile, "you would not care to pass your life with them. And you were quite disturbed lest I should say that I wanted to go and take the Lippheims by surprise at Leipsig. You like _les gens du monde_ better than artists, Gregory." "What are you?" Gregory smiled back at her. "I like you better." "I? I am _gens du monde manque_ and _artiste manque_. I am neither fish, flesh nor fowl," said Karen. "I'm only--positively--my husband's wife and Tante's ward. And that quite satisfies me." He knew that it did. Their happiness was flawless; flawless as far as her husband's wife was concerned. It was in regard to Tante's ward that Gregory was more and more conscious of keeping something from Karen, while more and more it grew difficult to keep anything from her. Already, if sub-consciously, she must have become aware that her guardian's unabated mournfulness did not affect her husband as it did herself. She had showed him no more of Tante's letters, and they had been quite frequent. She had told him while they were in Scotland that it had hurt Tante very much that they should not have waited till her return; but she did not enlarge on the theme; and Gregory knew why; to enlarge would have been to reproach him. Karen had yielded, against her own wishes, to his entreaties. She had agreed that their marriage should not be so postponed at the last minute. In his vehemence Gregory had been skilful; he had said not one word of reproach, against Madame von Marwitz for her disconcerting change of plan. It was not surprising to him; it was what he had expected of Madame von Marwitz, that she would put Karen aside for a whim. Karen would not see her guardian's action in this light; yet she must know that her beloved was vulnerable to the charge, at all events, of inconsiderateness, and she had been grateful to him, no doubt, for showing no consciousness of it. She had consented, perhaps, partly through gratitude, though she had felt her pledged word, too, as binding. Once she had consented, whatever the results, Gregory knew that she would not visit them on him. It was of her own responsibility that she was thinking when, with a grave face, she had told him of Tante's hurt. "After all, dearest," Gregory had ventured, "we did want her, didn't we? It was really she who chose not to come, wasn't it?" "I am sure that Tante wanted to see me married," said Karen, touching
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148  
149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160   161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Gregory
 

husband

 
flawless
 
Marwitz
 

Madame

 

consented

 

enlarge

 

reproach

 

guardian

 
wanted

manque

 

action

 
vulnerable
 
events
 
inconsiderateness
 

closely

 
charge
 
beloved
 

skilful

 

vehemence


minute

 

grateful

 

expected

 

surprising

 

disconcerting

 
change
 
ventured
 

dearest

 

artistes

 

married


touching
 
thinking
 

gratitude

 

partly

 
showing
 
consciousness
 

postponed

 

pledged

 

results

 
responsibility

binding

 

agreed

 

keeping

 
conscious
 

artists

 
regard
 

difficult

 

consciously

 

Already

 

concerned