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over the dead. "But that isn't grief," he had said to them. "They're paid to do that!" The Irish liked to splash about in their emotions ... they wallowed in them.... But Mrs. Graham's grief was more than a summer shower. Henry knew instinctively that Ninian's death had killed her. She might live for many years, but she would be a dead woman. She would show very little, nothing, to those who looked to see the signs of woe, but in her heart she would hoard her desolation, keeping it to herself, obtruding her sorrow on no one ... waiting patiently and silently for her day of release, when, as her faith told her, she and her son would come together again.... "It's unfair," he told himself, "to compare the grief of an illiterate Irishwoman with the grief of an English lady!" But then he had seen the grief of poor Englishwomen. Four of the Boveyhayne men had been drowned in a naval battle. He had gone to the memorial service in Boveyhayne Church, and had seen the friends of those men mingling their tears ... but there had been none of this emotional savagery, this howling like women in kraals, this medicine-man grief.... 5 They were both in the drawing-room when he returned. "I've written to Roger," he said, to explain his absence. "Perhaps," he went on, "there are other letters you'd like me to write?" "Yes," she said, "it would be kind of you, Henry!..." There was Ninian's uncle, the Dean of Exebury, and Mr. Hare, with whom he had worked ... they must be told at once ... and there were other relatives, other friends. He spent the evening in doing the little services that must be done when there is death, and found relief for his mind in doing them. "I told the servants," he said, looking up from a letter he was writing. "Old Widger wanted to see you!..." "Poor Widger," she said. "He and Ninian were so fond of each other!" She got up and went to the door. "I must go and say something to him," she said. "He'll feel it so much!" She closed the door behind her, and he sat staring at it after she had gone. The matchless pride of her, that she could forget herself so completely and think of the subordinate sorrow of her servant when she might have been absorbed by her own! He turned to Mary who was sitting near him, and reached out and took her hand in his, but neither of them spoke. What was there to say? Ninian was dead ... old men had made a war, and this young man had paid for it ... and eve
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