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c contrast to the rugged hardness which a passionate self-control had shaped upon his features.... Her heart ached under this astonishment that in this phantom she could see and know and love his face upon which in life her eyes had never fallen. 'Go on,' called Charles, from the dress circle.... 'Admirable.... I never thought you could do it.' 'That's enough,' she replied, with a violent effort to shake free of her bewilderment and sweet anguish. 'If I meet him,' she said in her heart, 'I shall love him and there will be nothing else.' Aloud she said,-- 'I must not.' She had applied herself to the task of furthering Charles's ambition, and until she had succeeded she would not yield, nor would she seek for herself in life any advantage or even any natural fulfilment. Charles came back in a state of excitement. 'It was wonderful,' he said. 'What has happened to you? Your voice is so full and round. You lose yourself entirely, you speak with a voice that has in it all the colour and beauty and enchantment of my island. You move simply, inevitably, so that every gesture is rhythmical, and like a musical accompaniment to the words.... You'll be an artist. You are an artist. There has been nothing like it since the old days.... Duse could not do more with her voice.' 'I didn't know,' she said. 'I didn't know.' 'But I did,' he cried. 'I did. I knew you would become a wonder.... Bother money, bother Butcher, bother Clott, and damn the committee. Together we shall be irresistible--as we have been. You didn't tell me you were practising. If that is why you want to be alone I have nothing to say against it. I've been a selfish brute.' She was deeply moved. Never before had Charles shown the slightest thought for her. Human beings as such were nothing to him, but for an artist, as for art, no trouble was too great, no sacrifice too extreme for him. He seized her hands and kissed them over and over again. 'I've been your first audience,' he said. 'Come out now, and I'll buy you flowers; your room shall be so full of flowers that you can hardly move through them. As for Verschoyle, he shall pay. It shall be his privilege to pay for us while we give the world the priceless treasure that is in us.' His words rather repelled and hurt her, and in her secret mind she protested,-- 'But I am a woman. But I am a woman.' It hurt her cruelly that Charles should be blind to that, blin
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