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he saw the problem, was her position with regard to Charles, who, fortunately, respected her wishes and made no attempt to force her hand. All the same there the awkward fact was and at any moment might trip her up. Verschoyle did not mind a scandal, and he did not care a hang whether Charles went to prison or not. It might give him the instruction in the elementary facts of existence which he needed to make him learn to begin at the beginning instead of the middle or the end.... What Verschoyle dreaded was a sudden shock which might blast the delicate bud of Clara's youth, which to him was far more precious than any other quality, and the only thing which in all his life had moved him out of his timid dilettantism. To him it was a more valuable thing than the whole of London, and compared with its vivid reality the Imperium, with its firm hold on the affections of the public, and its generation of advertising behind it, was a blown bubble. He had tea with her on the day after her supper with Sir Henry, and found her disastrously altered, hurt, and puzzled. 'What is the matter?' he asked. 'Rehearsals not going well?' 'Oh, yes. They are going very well.... But I am worried about Charles. He has been borrowing money again.' 'Will you be happy again if I promise to look after Charles?' 'He ought not to expect to be looked after. He is very famous now, and should be able to make money.' 'Surely, like everything else, it is a matter of practice. You don't expect him to beat Sir Henry at his own game.' 'No-o,' she said. 'But I think I did expect Charles's game to beat Sir Henry's.' 'Surely it has done so.' 'No.' They were in her rooms, which were now most charmingly furnished; bright, gay, and delicate in colouring, tranquil and cosy with books. 'Has anything happened?' She told him. 'I thought it was going to be so simple. I felt that Charles and I were irresistible, and that we should conquer the theatre and make people admit that he is--what he is. Nothing can alter that. But it isn't simple at all. Other people want other things. They go on wanting the horrible things they have always wanted, and they expect us to help them to procure them. They don't understand. They think we want the same things.... I never thought I should be so unhappy. When it comes to the point they won't let the real things in people be put before the public.' 'Oh, come. He is just a vain old
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