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avoided such a post of danger. Is it not so?" "It certainly appears strange, that you should volunteer for the forlorn hope, and then run away." "That's just what I say. I have the soul of the Talbots, but a body which don't belong to the family, and too powerful for the soul." "So it appears. Well, go on." "It was go off, instead of going on. I tried again that day to mount the breach, and as the fire was over, I succeeded; but there was a mark against me, and it was intimated that I should have an opportunity of redeeming my character." "Well?" "There was a fort to be stormed the next day, and I requested to lead my company in advance. Surely that was no proof of want of courage? Permission was granted. We were warmly received, and I felt that my legs refused to advance; so what did I do--I tied my sash round my thigh, and telling the men that I was wounded, requested they would carry me to the attack. Surely that was courage?" "Most undoubtedly so. It was like a Talbot." "We were at the foot of the breach; when the shot flew about me, I kicked and wrestled so, that the two men who carried me were obliged to let me go, and my rascally body was at liberty. I say unfortunately, for only conceive, if they had carried me wounded up the breach, what an heroic act it would have been considered on my part; but fate decided it otherwise. If I had lain still when they dropped me, I should have done well, but I was anxious to get up the breach, that is, my mind was so bent; but as soon as I got on my legs, confound them if they didn't run away with me, and then I was found half a mile from the fort with a pretended wound. That was enough; I had a hint that the sooner I went home the better. On account of the family I was permitted to sell out, and then I walked the streets as a private gentleman, but no one would speak to me. I argued the point with several, but they were obstinate, and would not be convinced; they said that it was no use talking about being brave, if I ran away." "They were not philosophers, Talbot." "No; they could not comprehend how the mind and the body could be at variance. It was no use arguing--they would have it that the movements of the body depended upon the mind, and that I had made a mistake--and that I was a coward in soul as well as body." "Well, what did you do?" "Oh, I did nothing! I had a great mind to knock them down, but as I knew my body would not a
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