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g-bottle she stood near while the baby used it. She had quiet eyes and that indefinable expression of yearning tenderness which we sometimes see in the eyes of a dear old maid who has missed her motherhood. The shop had been clearing rapidly; and as soon as the men were gone, and while the other girls were sitting in corners to read penny novelettes, my waitress leaned over and asked me if I did not wish to go into the private room to attend to baby. A moment afterwards I followed her into a small apartment at the end of the shop, and there a curious thing occurred. She closed the door behind us and asked me in an eager whisper to allow her to see to baby. I tried to excuse myself, but she whispered: "Hush! I have a baby of my own, though they know nothing about it here, so you can safely trust me." I did so, and it was beautiful to see the joy she had in doing what was wanted, saying all sorts of sweet and gentle things to my baby (though I knew they were meant for her own), as if the starved mother-heart in her were stealing a moment of maternal tenderness. "There!" she said, "She'll be comfortable now, bless her!" I asked about her own child, and, coming close and speaking in a whisper, she told me all about it. It was a girl and it would be a year old at Christmas. At first she had put it out to nurse in town, where she could see it every evening, but the foster-mother had neglected it, and the inspector had complained, so she had been compelled to take it away. Now it was in a Home in the country, ten miles from Liverpool Street, and it was as bonny as a peach and as happy as the day is long. "See," she whispered, taking a card from her breast, after a furtive glance towards the door. "I sent two shillings to have her photograph taken and the Matron has just sent it." It was the picture of a beautiful baby girl, and I found it easy to praise her. "I suppose you see her constantly, don't you?" I said. The girl's face dropped. "Only on visiting days, once a month, and not always that," she answered. "But how can you live without seeing her oftener?" I asked. "Matter o' means," she said sadly. "I pay five shillings a week for her board, and the train is one-and-eight return, so I have to be careful, you see, and if I lost my place what would happen to baby?" I was very low and tired and down when I resumed my walk. But when I thought for a moment of taking omnibuses for the res
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