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me when I was not conscious of his presence--he must have recognised me." She looked down at her worn shoes; the tears fell silently; she smoothed her gray gown for lack of employment for her restless hands. "Dear," he said, "do you believe he went to Ailsa with his story about you?" "Oh, yes, yes, I am sure. What else could it be that has angered her--that drives me away from her--that burns me with the dreadful gaze she turns on me--chills me with her more dreadful silence? . . . Why did he do it? I don't know--oh, I don't know. . . . Because I had never even spoken to him--in those days that I have tried so hard--so hard to forget----" He said slowly: "He is a coward. I have known that for a long time. But most men are. The disgrace lies in acting like one. . . And I--that is why I didn't run in battle. . . . Because, that first day, when they fired on our waggons, _I saw him riding in the road behind us_. Nobody else suspected him to be within miles. I saw him. And--_he galloped the wrong way_. And that is why I--did what I did! He shocked me into doing it. . . . But I never before have told a soul. I would not tell even you--but the man, yesterday, put himself beyond the pale. And it can make no difference now, for he carries the mark into his grave." He shuddered slightly. "God forbid I hold him up to scorn. I might, this very moment, be what he is now. No man may know--no man can foretell how he will bear himself in time of stress. I have a sorry record of my own. Battle is not the only conflict that makes men or cowards." He stood silent, gazing into space. Letty's tears dried as she watched him. "Have you seen--her?" she asked tremulously. "Yes." The girl sighed and looked down. "I am so sorry about Colonel Arran . . . . I believe, somehow, he will get well." "Do you really believe it, Letty?" "Yes. The wound is clean. I have seen many recover who were far more dangerously hurt. . . . His age is against him, but I do truly believe he will get well." He thought a moment. "Have you heard about Stephen Craig?" "They have telegraphed to his affianced--a Miss Lent. You probably know her. Her brother was killed a day or two ago. Poor little thing! I believe that Miss Lent is coming. Mrs. Craig wishes to take her boy North as soon as he can be moved. And, unless the wound becomes infected, I don't believe he is going to die." "Where is he?" "At
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