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she responded with round blue eyes of wonder. "At the utmost the Church of England is a tabernacle on a road." "A 'oad that goes whe'?" she rhetorized. "Exactly," said the bishop, and put down his cup. "You see, my dear Lady Sunderbund," he resumed, "I am exactly in the same position of that man at the door." She quoted aptly and softly: "The wo'ld was all befo' them whe' to choose." He was struck by the aptness of the words. "I feel I have to come right out into the bare truth. What exactly then do I become? Do I lose my priestly function because I discover how great God is? But what am I to do?" He opened a new layer of his thoughts to her. "There is a saying," he remarked, "once a priest, always a priest. I cannot imagine myself as other than what I am." "But o'thodox no maw," she said. "Orthodox--self-satisfied, no longer. A priest who seeks, an exploring priest." "In a Chu'ch of P'og'ess and B'othe'hood," she carried him on. "At any rate, in a progressive and learning church." She flashed and glowed assent. "I have been haunted," he said, "by those words spoken at Athens. 'Whom therefore ye ignorantly worship, Him declare I unto you.' That comes to me with an effect of--guidance is an old-fashioned word--shall I say suggestion? To stand by the altar bearing strange names and ancient symbols, speaking plainly to all mankind of the one true God--!" (4) He did not get much beyond this point at the time, though he remained talking with Lady Sunderbund for nearly an hour longer. The rest was merely a beating out of what had already been said. But insensibly she renewed her original charm, and as he became accustomed to her he forgot a certain artificiality in her manner and the extreme modernity of her costume and furniture. She was a wonderful listener; nobody else could have helped him to expression in quite the same way, and when he left her he felt that now he was capable of stating his case in a coherent and acceptable form to almost any intelligent hearer. He had a point of view now that was no longer embarrassed by the immediate golden presence of God; he was no longer dazzled nor ecstatic; his problem had diminished to the scale of any other great human problem, to the scale of political problems and problems of integrity and moral principle, problems about which there is no such urgency as there is about a house on fire, for example. And now the desire for expression w
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