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ent in Birmingham that night, a train to catch. Reluctantly but relentlessly he abandoned the proffered ear. But he promised that the next time they met in the club he would go into the matter "exhausteevely." The door closed upon him. The bishop was alone. He was flooded with the light of the world that is beyond this world. The things about him became very small and indistinct. He would take himself into a quiet corner in the library of this doll's house, and sit his little body down in one of the miniature armchairs. Then if he was going to faint or if the trancelike feeling was to become altogether a trance--well, a bishop asleep in an armchair in the library of the Athenaeum is nothing to startle any one. He thought of that convenient hidden room, the North Library, in which is the bust of Croker. There often one can be quite alone.... It was empty, and he went across to the window that looks out upon Pall Mall and sat down in the little uncomfortable easy chair by the desk with its back to the Benvenuto Cellini. And as he sat down, something snapped--like the snapping of a lute string--in his brain. (7) With a sigh of deep relief the bishop realized that this world had vanished. He was in a golden light. He perceived it as a place, but it was a place without buildings or trees or any very definite features. There was a cloudy suggestion of distant hills, and beneath his feet were little gem-like flowers, and a feeling of divinity and infinite friendliness pervaded his being. His impressions grew more definite. His feet seemed to be bare. He was no longer a bishop nor clad as a bishop. That had gone with the rest of the world. He was seated on a slab of starry rock. This he knew quite clearly was the place of God. He was unable to disentangle thoughts from words. He seemed to be speaking in his mind. "I have been very foolish and confused and perplexed. I have been like a creature caught among thorns." "You served the purpose of God among those thorns." It seemed to him at first that the answer also was among his thoughts. "I seemed so silly and so little. My wits were clay." "Clay full of desires." "Such desires!" "Blind desires. That will presently come to the light." "Shall we come to the light?" "But here it is, and you see it!" (8) It became clearer in the mind of the bishop that a figure sat beside him, a figure of great strength and beauty, with a smiling f
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