she got up and looked out of narrow window's
on to the quiet, narrow grey street. She heard no one moving about when
she came down the broad staircase and into the hall, prepared to go,
hardening herself to go, because to stop would be impossible.
In the breakfast-room she found Lady Dashwood. The two women looked at
each other silently with a smile only of greeting. They could hear steps
outside, and Gwendolen came in with swollen eyes and smiled vaguely
round the room.
"Good morning," she said, and then gulped. Poor girl! She was making an
effort to be brave, and May gave her a glance that said plainly her
approval and her sympathy.
Lady Dashwood was almost tender in her manner.
Gwen ate hurriedly, and once or twice made spasmodic faces in trying not
to break down.
Of course, no reference was made to anything that had happened, but it
was necessary to talk a little. Silence would have made things worse. So
Lady Dashwood praised Potten End, and said it was more bracing there
than at Oxford; and May said she had not seen Potten End. Then both
ladies looked at each other and started some other subject. They spoke
at great length about the weather. At last breakfast was over, and Lady
Dashwood rose from her chair and looked rather nervously across at
Gwendolen.
"I'm ready," said Gwendolen, bravely. "At least, I've only got to put my
hat on."
"There is no hurry, dear," said Lady Dashwood. "Let me see, you have
nearly an hour." The car was to come at ten--an unearthly hour except in
Oxford and at Potten End.
Gwendolen disappeared upstairs, and the two ladies lingered about in the
breakfast-room, neither able to attend to the papers, though both read
ostentatiously. At last the car was announced and they went into the
hall.
Gwendolen came downstairs hastily. That horrible umbrella was in her
hand, in the other hand was a handkerchief. She was frowning under her
veil to keep herself from crying.
"Well, good-bye, Gwen," said Lady Dashwood, and she kissed the girl on
both cheeks. "Good-bye, dear; give my love to Mrs. Potten."
"Thanks----" began Gwen, but her voice began to fail her. "Thanks----"
"My love to Mrs. Potten," repeated Lady Dashwood hurriedly, and
Gwendolen turned away without finishing her sentence.
May kissed Gwendolen and murmured in her ear: "Brave girl!" "Good-bye,"
she said aloud.
"Good-bye," said Gwen.
There was the familiar hall, its great bevelled doors, its oak panelling
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