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e cheated him he will make his report, and then you will have, not one, but several spies to reckon with; that is, if they think it worth while. Still you have done well,--very well. Now you must wait until you hear from my master." Mishka never mentioned a name if he could avoid doing so. "But can't you give me some idea as to where she is likely to be?" I demanded. To wait, and continue to act my part, as if there was no such person as Anne Pendennis in the world and in deadly peril was just about the toughest duty imaginable. "I can tell you nothing, and you, by yourself, can do nothing," he retorted stolidly. "If you are wise you will go about your business as if nothing had happened. But be in your rooms by--nine o'clock to-night. It is unlikely that we can send you any word before then." Nine o'clock! And it was now barely noon! Nine mortal hours; and within their space what might not happen? But there was no help for it. Mishka had spoken the truth; by myself I could do nothing. It was hard--hard to be bound like this, with invisible fetters; and to know all the time that the girl I loved was so near and yet so far, needing my aid, while I was powerless to help her,--I, who would so gladly lay down my life for her. Who was she? What was she? How was her fate linked with that of this great grim land,--a land "agonizing in the throes of a new birth?" If she had but trusted me in the days when we had been together, could I have saved her then? Have spared her the agony my heart told me she was suffering now? Yes,--yes, I said bitterly to myself. I could have saved her, if she had trusted me; for then she would have loved me; would have been content to share my life. A roving life it would have been, of course, for we were both nomads by choice as well as by chance, and the nomadic habit, once formed, is seldom broken. But how happy we should have been! Our wanderings would never have brought us to Russia, though. Heavens, how I hated--how I still hate it; the greatest and grandest country in the world, viewed under the aspect of sheer land; a territory to which even our own United States of America counts second for extent, for fertility, for natural wealth in wood and oil and minerals. A country that God made a paradise, or at least a vast storehouse for the supply of human necessities and luxuries; but a country of which man has made such a hell, that, in comparison with it, Dante's "Inferno" reads lik
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