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long ago." I think he would have continued, but that I broke in: "But I love her, and she trusts me. Ever since I came to this country I have been fighting my way upward with this one object in view. We are both young, sir, and I shall not always be poor--" but here he stopped me with a gesture, repeating dryly, "I am sorry for you." He paced the long room twice before he again turned toward me, saying with a tone of authority, "Sit down there. I am not in the habit of explaining my motives, but I will make an exception now. My daughter has been brought up luxuriously, as far as circumstances permitted, and in her case they permitted it in a measure even on the prairie--I arranged it so. She has scarcely had a wish I could not gratify, and at Carrington Manor her word was law. I need hardly say she ordered wisely." I bent my head in token of comprehension and agreement as the speaker paused, and then, with a different and incisive inflection, he continued: "And what would her life be with you? A constant battle with hardship and penury on a little prairie farm, where with her own hands she must bake and wash and sew for you, or, even worse, a lonely waiting in some poor lodging while you were away months together railroad building. Is this the lot you would propose for her? Now, and there is no reason I should explain why, after my death there will be little left her besides an expensive and occasionally unprofitable farm, and so I have had otherwise to provide for her future!" "There are, however, two things you take for granted," I interposed again; "that I shall never have much to offer her--and in this I hope you may be wrong--and Miss Carrington's acquiescence in your plans." The old grim smile flickered in the Colonel's eyes as he answered: "Miss Carrington will respect her father's wishes--she has never failed to do so hitherto--and I do not know that there is much to be made out of such railroad contracts as your present one." This was certainly true enough, and I winced under the allusion before I made a last appeal. "Then suppose, sir, that after all fortune favored me, and there was some reason why what you look for failed to come about--all human expectation, human life itself, is uncertain--would you then withhold your consent?" He looked at me keenly a moment, saying nothing, and it was always unpleasant to withstand the semi-ironical gaze of Colonel Carrington, though I had noticed a sli
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