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e came home for the sake of taking what was left." He paused exhausted, but Doctor Fleming said nothing in reply, and he went on. "It would be better and easier for her to be left in her ain house. And even though my days were shortened by the journey, what is a week or two more or less of life to me? You'll just need to let me go." In a little he spoke again, saying a few words at a time. "No, my day is done--but she may have a long life before her. Yes, she has forgiven me--and so I can believe--that God will also forgive. And I am not so very sorry--that my end is near,--because, though I would have tried, I might have failed to make her happy. But no one can ever love her as I have done. Or maybe it was myself I loved--and my own will and pleasure." There was a long pause, and then he went on speaking rather to himself than to him who sat silent beside him. "Oh! if a man could but have a second chance! If my mother had but lived--I might have been different. But it's too late now--too late! too late! I am done out. I'll try to sleep." He closed his eyes and turned away his face. Greatly moved, Doctor Fleming sat thinking about it all. He had spoken no word of all he meant to say, and he would never speak now. No word of his was needed. He sat rebuked in this man's presence--this man whom, within the hour, he had called boaster and braggart, liar and coward. "Truly," he mused, "there _is_ such a thing as getting `a new heart.' Truly, there _is_ a God who is `mighty to save!' I will neither make nor meddle in this matter. No, I cannot encourage this woman to forsake him now--at the last--if the end is drawing near--as I cannot but believe. He may live for years, but even so, I dare not say she would be right to leave him. God guide and strengthen her for what may be before her. It will be a sore thing for her to go home and find only graves." "Doctor," said Brownrig suddenly, "you'll no' set yourself against it longer--for the sake of Allison Bain!" "My friend," said the doctor, bending forward and taking his hand, "I see what your thought is, and I honour you for it. Wait a day or two more before you make your plans to go, and then, if it is possible for you to have your wish, you shall have it, and all shall be made as easy and safe for you as it can possibly be made. You are right in thinking that you will never--be a strong man again. And after all, it can only be a litt
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