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ly," she interrupted. "But I am innocent--my heart is all yours! Trust me, dearest, to the end. And now go--go! Think what it will mean to be found here together!" With that she slipped by me, passed quickly to the end of the passage, and vanished from sight. I reeled like a drunken man into my room, closed the door noiselessly, and threw myself on the bed. CHAPTER XLVI. THE ALARM. That sleepless night--I shudder as I recall it. For hours I tossed on the bed, rent by conflicting emotions, ashamed one minute of my ignoble thoughts, plunged the next into a black abyss of doubt. At the first flush of wintry dawn I dozed off into slumber; the sun was shining when I awoke, and the moonlight encounter seemed more a dream than a reality. As I dressed I considered the matter as calmly as possible, and I made two resolves--that I would hold fast to my faith in Flora, and would patiently wait her own time for explaining the mystery. But the demon of mistrust still lurked within me; I was as miserable as only a jealous lover can be, and I dreaded unspeakably the ordeal of hiding my feelings through the day. What a memorable day it was to be! Its every incident is etched on the curtain of the past with sharp and unfaded lines. The beginning was commonplace enough. I was too late for breakfast, and I sat quite alone over my coffee and fried fish. Flora I did not see. I exchanged a few words with Captain Rudstone and Christopher Burley and then went off to the clerks' quarters, where I assisted with the work until dinner time. At that meal I was forced to pretend to be in good spirits, and I found it a hard task. Captain Rudstone, whose identity was known to but the four of us, told a laughable story of one of his experiences in the States. But I observed, to my discomfiture, that he kept a close watch on Flora. She sat opposite to me, joining in the conversation with a ring of merriment that I detected as false, and as much as possible she avoided meeting my eyes. After dinner she left the room with Mrs. Macdonald, but first she found an opportunity to slip a scrap of paper into my hand. I walked to the window and opened it, and the few words that it contained made my heart beat rapidly: "If you love me, Denzil, trust me. All will, come right in the end." As I thrust the paper into my pocket, feeling both comforted and puzzled by the message,
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