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aintness as that of an infant. "Oh, Rule! Rule! your anger is just! It is just!" cried Cora, wringing her hands in despair. He looked at her in great trouble, but his beautiful eyes expressed only the most painful compassion. He could not answer her. He could not trust himself to speak yet. His breast was heaving, working tumultuously. His tawny-bearded chin was quivering. He shut his lips firmly together, and tried to still the convulsion of his frame. "Oh, Rule, be angry with me, blame me, reproach me, for I am to blame--bitterly, bitterly to blame. But do not hate me, for I love you, Rule, with a sister's love. And forgive me, Rule--not just now, for that would be impossible, perhaps. But, oh! do forgive me after a while, Rule, for I do repent--oh, I do repent that treason of the heart--that treason against one so worthy of the truest love and honor which woman gives to man. You will forgive me--after a while--after a--probation?" She paused and looked wistfully at his grave, pained, patient face. He could not yet answer her. "Oh, if you will give me time, Rule, I will--I will banish every thought, every memory of my--my--my season in London, and will devote myself to you with all my heart and soul. No man ever had, or ever could have, a more devoted wife than I will be to you, if you will only trust me and be happy, Rule. Oh!" she suddenly burst forth, seeing that he did not reply to her, "you are bitterly angry with me. You hate me. You cannot forgive me. You blame me without mercy. And you are right. You are right." Now he forced himself to speak, though in a low and broken voice. "Angry? With you, Cora? No, dear, no." "You blame me, though. You must blame me," she sobbed. "Blame you? No, dear. You have not been to blame," he faltered, faintly, for he was an almost mortally wounded man. "Ah! what do you mean? Why do you speak to me so kindly, so gently? I could bear your anger, your reproaches, Rule, better than this tenderness, that breaks my heart with shame and remorse!" cried Cora, bursting into a passion of sobs and tears. He did not come near her to take her in his arms and comfort her as before. A gulf had opened between them which he felt that he could not pass, but he spoke to her very gently and compassionately. "Do not grieve so bitterly, dear," he said. "Do not accuse yourself so unjustly. You have done no wrong to me, or to any human being. You have done nothing but good to
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