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ery respect that he instinctively felt for her, impelled her to love him. She had not been accustomed to such treatment. Every masculine look that since her puberty she had felt riveted upon her, clearly expressed even before the lips spoke: "You are beautiful. You please me. Will you?" Rosas, at least, said: "I love you," before: "I desire you." Tainted in the body which she had given, offered, abandoned, sold, she felt that she was respected by him even in that body, and although she considered him silly, she thought him superior to all others, or at least different, and that was a sufficient motive for loving him. One day she said to him in a peculiar tone and with her distracting smile: "Do you know, my dear Jose, there is one thing I should not have believed? You are bashful!" He turned slightly pale. "Sincere love is always bashful and clumsy. By that it may be known." "Perhaps!" said Marianne. Their conversations, however, only concerned love, so that Rosas might speak of his passion or of his reminiscences. She once asked him if he would despise a woman if she became his mistress. "No!" he said, with a smile, "it is only a Frenchman who would despise the woman who surrendered herself. Other nations treat love more seriously. They do not consider the gift of one's self in the light of a fall." Marianne looked at him full in the face with a strange expression. "What, then, if I love you well enough to become your mistress?" "I should still esteem you enough to become your husband!" She felt her color change. Was it a sport on the part of Monsieur de Rosas? Why had he spoken to her thus? Had he reflected upon what he had just said? Jose added in a very gentle tone: "Will you permit me to ask you a question, Marianne?" "You may ask me anything. I will frankly answer all your questions." "What was Monsieur Sulpice Vaudrey doing at your uncle's the other day? Was he there to see you?" Marianne smiled. "Why, the minister simply came to talk of business matters. I hardly see him except for Uncle Kayser, who is soliciting an official commission,--you heard him--" "Does Monsieur Vaudrey pay his addresses to you?" "Necessarily. Oh! but only out of pure French gallantry. Mere politeness. He loves his wife and he knows very well that I don't love any one." "No one?" asked Rosas. "I do not love any one yet," repeated Marianne, opening her gray eyes with a wide stare u
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