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ow savages, when they saw one of the tribe better than themselves, would kill him and eat him to make themselves as good as he. I liked that fine, Marcella. I was bitter in those days." "Horrible!" said Marcella with a shiver. "I like to think of the Last Supper, and the Holy Grail--mother used to read about it all to me--she used to tell me all about Parsifal and the Love Feast." "Yes, little Rose was wiser than those books. Ye see, Marcella, it seems to me there is a time when ye're led by something inside ye to do things. Like Christ was led to preach, though perhaps he didn't quite know why. The word was taken out of his mouth--and like I was led to yon barrel. Things come out of you, right out of deep inside you. Maybe they're God, maybe they're a beast deep down." He paused, and moved impatiently. "It's hard to piece thoughts together when you're weak. Can you finish my thought for me, Marcella? It's getting muddled--down under sand and stones like Castle Lashcairn under Lashnagar." Marcella hesitated. Then she told him Wullie's idea about the path. "He says other things beside God walk along our lives, but in the end God's footmarks burn out all the rest." Andrew nodded again and again. "I suppose Christ was a pathway. I remember reading something about that. 'My humanity is the path whereby men must travel to God,' but I'm too tired to piece it all out." "Yes. It says that in the Bible, of course. 'I am the Way--' Only I suppose there comes a time when God has got to the end of you, and then you're not a path any longer. And all that's left then is to give your body and blood and get out of the way of others." "Yes. I can grasp that. I feel that God has walked along me and all the other footmarks have gone. Now, when I am weak, and hungering for strength, He gives His body and blood. Yes, I think I understand that--in a glass darkly. Some day I'll come to it more clearly." That night, when he held out his hand for a cup of milk, Marcella noticed that it was swollen like his feet; the left hand was bony and flexible and still a little brown. The right hand was thick and puffed and very white. When he stretched his fingers to take the cup she saw that they were stiff and difficult to move. He shook his head and dropped his hand on to the sheet, looking at it reflectively. "The last lap is nearly done, Marcella. This poor old heart of mine will be drowned very soon, now." Marcella began to c
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