FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125  
126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   >>   >|  
first, someone is evidently very much to blame. The whole matter must be thoroughly sifted out, of course. I am disappointed, for I had great confidence in you and Cooper--two old servants who might really have been expected to possess some idea of the--the respect due to their master's daughter. What will Sir Charles say when he hears of this objectionable incident?" "That's just what Mrs. Cooper and I are wondering, Miss," Mary took her up with so much meaning that Miss Bilson inwardly quailed, sensible of having committed a rather egregious blunder. This she made efforts to repair by sheering off hurriedly on another tack. "Not that I shall trouble Sir Charles with the matter, unless circumstances arise which compel me to do so--as a duty. My great object, of course, is at all times to spare him any domestic annoyance." She began pulling off her gloves, a new pair and tight. Her hands were moist and the glove-fingers stuck, rendering their removal lengthy and difficult. "To-morrow I shall have a thorough explanation with Miss Damaris and decide what action it is my duty to take after hearing her version of the events of this afternoon. I should prefer speaking to her to-night--" "Miss Damaris isn't fit to talk about anything to-night." Theresa pulled at the right-hand glove--the kid gave with a little shriek, the thumb splitting out. She was in a state of acute indecision. Could she retire from this contest without endangering her authority, without loss of prestige, or must she insist? She had no real wish to hasten to her ex-pupil's bedside. She would be glad to put off doing so, glad to wait. She was conscious of resentment rather than affection. And she felt afraid, unformulated suspicion, unformulated dread, again dogging her. That Damaris was really ill, she did not believe for an instant. Damaris had excellent health. The maids exaggerated. They delighted in making mysteries. Uneducated persons are always absurdly greedy of disaster, lugubriously credulous.--Yes, on the whole she concluded to maintain her original attitude, the attitude of yesterday and this morning; concluded it would be more telling to keep up the fiction of disgrace--because--Theresa did not care to scrutinize her own motives or analyse her own thought too closely. She was afraid, and she was jealous--jealous of Damaris' beauty, of the great love borne her by her father, jealous of the fact that a young man--hadn't she, Theresa,
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125  
126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Damaris

 

Theresa

 

jealous

 
concluded
 

unformulated

 
attitude
 

Charles

 

afraid

 

Cooper

 

matter


hasten

 

bedside

 

prestige

 

insist

 

father

 
affection
 

conscious

 

resentment

 
authority
 

shriek


pulled

 

splitting

 

contest

 

sifted

 

endangering

 

retire

 

indecision

 
suspicion
 

beauty

 

original


evidently
 

yesterday

 
morning
 

maintain

 

closely

 

credulous

 
telling
 

motives

 

analyse

 

thought


scrutinize

 

fiction

 

disgrace

 

lugubriously

 
disaster
 

instant

 

excellent

 
dogging
 

health

 

persons