anxious, but simple-minded as a child,
and not doubtful for the end. They were both flowers indeed, and both
beautiful, but between them there was a wide difference. The one, in
the richness of her splendour, gazed upon the close place where she
queened it, and was satisfied with the beauty round her, or, if not
satisfied, she could imagine none different. The limits of that little
spot formed the horizon of her mind--she knew no world beyond. The
other, full of possibilities, shed sweetness even on the blast which
cut her, and looked up for shelter towards the blue sky she knew
endured eternally above the driving clouds.
Whilst Sir John Bellamy's health was being recruited at Madeira,
Angela's daily life pursued an even and, comparatively speaking, a
happy course. She missed Pigott much, but then she often went to see
her, and by way of compensation, if she had gone, so had George
Caresfoot and Lady Bellamy. Mr. Fraser, too, had come back to fill a
space in the void of her loneliness, and for his presence she was very
grateful. Indeed none but herself could know the comfort and strength
she gathered from his friendship, none but himself could know what it
cost him to comfort her. But he did not shrink from the duty; indeed,
it gave him a melancholy satisfaction. He loved her quite as dearly,
and with as deep a longing as Mildred Carr did Arthur; but how
different were his ends! Of ultimately supplanting his rival he never
dreamt; his aim was to assist him, to bring the full cup of joy,
untainted, to his lips. And so he read with her and talked with her,
and was sick at heart; and she thanked him, and consecrating all her
most sacred thoughts to the memory of her absent lover, and all her
quick energies to self-preparation for his coming, possessed her soul
in patience.
And thus her young life began to bloom again with a fresh promise. The
close of each departing day was the signal for the lifting of a
portion of her load, for it brought her a day nearer to her lover's
arms, subtracting something from the long tale of barren hours; since
to her all hours seemed most barren that were not quickened by his
presence. Indeed, no Arctic winter could be colder and more devoid of
light and life than this time of absence was to her, and, had it not
been for the warm splendour of her hopes, shooting its beautiful
promise in unreal gleams across the blackness of her horizon, she felt
as though she must have frozen and died. Fo
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