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ing my sons up to that kind of wickedness, is to lay on me more than my share, a good deal.--Come here, Ranald." I obeyed with bowed head and shame-stricken heart, for I saw what wrong I had done my father, and that although few would be so unjust to him as this old woman, many would yet blame the best man in the world for the wrongs of his children. When I stood by my father's side, the old woman just lifted her head once to cast on me a scowling look, and then went on again rocking herself. "Now, my boy," said my father, "tell Mrs. Gregson why you have come here to-night." I had to use a dreadful effort to make myself speak. It was like resisting a dumb spirit and forcing the words from my lips. But I did not hesitate a moment. In fact, I dared not hesitate, for I felt that hesitation would be defeat. "I came, papa----" I began. "No no, my man," said my father; "you must speak to Mrs. Gregson, not to me." Thereupon I had to make a fresh effort. When at this day I see a child who will not say the words required of him, I feel again just as I felt then, and think how difficult it is for him to do what he is told; but oh, how I wish he would do it, that he might be a conqueror I for I know that if he will not make the effort, it will grow more and more difficult for him to make any effort. I cannot be too thankful that I was able to overcome now. "I came, Mrs. Gregson," I faltered, "to tell you that I am very sorry I behaved so ill to you." "Yes, indeed," she returned. "How would you like anyone to come and serve you so in your grand house? But a poor lone widow woman like me is nothing to be thought of. Oh no! not at all." "I am ashamed of myself," I said, almost forcing my confession upon her. "So you ought to be all the days of your life. You deserve to be drummed out of the town for a minister's son that you are! Hoo!" "I'll never do it again, Mrs. Gregson." "You'd better not, or you shall hear of it, if there's a sheriff in the county. To insult honest people after that fashion!" I drew back, more than ever conscious of the wrong I had done in rousing such unforgiving fierceness in the heart of a woman. My father spoke now. "Shall I tell you, Mrs. Gregson, what made the boy sorry, and made him willing to come and tell you all about it?" "Oh, I've got friends after all. The young prodigal!" "You are coming pretty near it, Mrs. Gregson," said my father; "but you haven't touched it
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