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about it. I should like to understand--why did you do it?" "Why? That's easy enough. I did it because I have to live." "You live that way?" he exclaimed. "Why of course. What did you think?" "I thought you were a--a--" He hesitated. "You thought I was respectable," laughed Therese. "Well, that's just a little game I was playing on you." "But I didn't give you any money!" he argued. "Not that time," she said, "but I thought you would come back." He sat gazing at her. "And you earn your living that way still?" he asked. "When you know what's the matter with you! When you know--" "What can I do? I have to live, don't I?" "But don't you even take care of yourself? Surely there must be some way, some place--" "The reformatory, perhaps," she sneered. "No, thanks! I'll go there when the police catch me, not before. I know some girls that have tried that." "But aren't you afraid?" cried the man. "And the things that will happen to you! Have you ever talked to a doctor--or read a book?" "I know," she said. "I've seen it all. If it comes to me, I'll go over the side of one of the bridges some dark night." George sat lost in thought. A strange adventure it seemed to him--to meet this girl under such different circumstances! It was as if he were watching a play from behind the scenes instead of in front. If only he had had this new view in time--how different would have been his life! And how terrible it was to think of the others who didn't know--the audience who were still sitting out in front, watching the spectacle, interested in it! His thoughts came back to Therese. He was curious about her and the life she lived. "Tell me a little about it," he said. "How you came to be doing this." And he added, "Don't think I want to preach; I'd really like to understand." "Oh, it's a common story," she said--"nothing especially romantic. I came to Paris when I was a girl. My parents had died, and I had no friends, and I didn't know what to do. I got a place as a nursemaid. I was seventeen years old then, and I didn't know anything. I believed what I was told, and I believed my employer. His wife was ill in a hospital, and he said he wanted to marry me when she died. Well, I liked him, and I was sorry for him--and then the first thing I knew I had a baby. And then the wife came back, and I was turned off. I had been a fool, of course. If I had been in her place should have done just what she did." T
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