g lies in
being able to express it on the spur of the moment, and I let out
mine. It would have been just the same if you had been the reverse
person--ugly and old--I should have exclaimed about it in the same
way."
"How long is it since you have been so afflicted with strong feeling,
then?"
"Oh, ever since I was big enough to know loveliness from deformity."
"'Tis to be hoped your sense of the difference you speak of doesn't
stop at faces, but extends to morals as well."
"I won't speak of morals or religion--my own or anybody else's.
Though perhaps I should have been a very good Christian if you pretty
women hadn't made me an idolater."
Bathsheba moved on to hide the irrepressible dimplings of merriment.
Troy followed, whirling his crop.
"But--Miss Everdene--you do forgive me?"
"Hardly."
"Why?"
"You say such things."
"I said you were beautiful, and I'll say so still; for, by--so you
are! The most beautiful ever I saw, or may I fall dead this instant!
Why, upon my--"
"Don't--don't! I won't listen to you--you are so profane!" she said,
in a restless state between distress at hearing him and a _penchant_
to hear more.
"I again say you are a most fascinating woman. There's nothing
remarkable in my saying so, is there? I'm sure the fact is evident
enough. Miss Everdene, my opinion may be too forcibly let out
to please you, and, for the matter of that, too insignificant to
convince you, but surely it is honest, and why can't it be excused?"
"Because it--it isn't a correct one," she femininely murmured.
"Oh, fie--fie! Am I any worse for breaking the third of that
Terrible Ten than you for breaking the ninth?"
"Well, it doesn't seem QUITE true to me that I am fascinating," she
replied evasively.
"Not so to you: then I say with all respect that, if so, it is owing
to your modesty, Miss Everdene. But surely you must have been told
by everybody of what everybody notices? And you should take their
words for it."
"They don't say so exactly."
"Oh yes, they must!"
"Well, I mean to my face, as you do," she went on, allowing herself
to be further lured into a conversation that intention had rigorously
forbidden.
"But you know they think so?"
"No--that is--I certainly have heard Liddy say they do, but--" She
paused.
Capitulation--that was the purport of the simple reply, guarded as it
was--capitulation, unknown to herself. Never did a fragile tailless
sentence convey a m
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