soon. And yet you take away the
one little ewe-lamb of pleasure that I have in this dull life
of mine. Well, perhaps generosity is not a woman's most marked
characteristic."
"When are you going from here?" she asked, with some interest.
"In a month."
"But how can it give you pleasure to speak to me?"
"Can you ask Miss Everdene--knowing as you do--what my offence is
based on?"
"If you do care so much for a silly trifle of that kind, then, I
don't mind doing it," she uncertainly and doubtingly answered. "But
you can't really care for a word from me? you only say so--I think
you only say so."
"That's unjust--but I won't repeat the remark. I am too gratified to
get such a mark of your friendship at any price to cavil at the tone.
I DO, Miss Everdene, care for it. You may think a man foolish to
want a mere word--just a good morning. Perhaps he is--I don't know.
But you have never been a man looking upon a woman, and that woman
yourself."
"Well."
"Then you know nothing of what such an experience is like--and Heaven
forbid that you ever should!"
"Nonsense, flatterer! What is it like? I am interested in knowing."
"Put shortly, it is not being able to think, hear, or look in
any direction except one without wretchedness, nor there without
torture."
"Ah, sergeant, it won't do--you are pretending!" she said, shaking
her head. "Your words are too dashing to be true."
"I am not, upon the honour of a soldier."
"But WHY is it so?--Of course I ask for mere pastime."
"Because you are so distracting--and I am so distracted."
"You look like it."
"I am indeed."
"Why, you only saw me the other night!"
"That makes no difference. The lightning works instantaneously. I
loved you then, at once--as I do now."
Bathsheba surveyed him curiously, from the feet upward, as high as
she liked to venture her glance, which was not quite so high as his
eyes.
"You cannot and you don't," she said demurely. "There is no such
sudden feeling in people. I won't listen to you any longer. Hear
me, I wish I knew what o'clock it is--I am going--I have wasted too
much time here already!"
The sergeant looked at his watch and told her. "What, haven't you a
watch, miss?" he inquired.
"I have not just at present--I am about to get a new one."
"No. You shall be given one. Yes--you shall. A gift, Miss
Everdene--a gift."
And before she knew what the young man was intending, a heavy gold
watch was in
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