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ave you any proposals to make?' "'Yes,' she said, firmly; and after a pause continued: 'I will yield to your opinion that physical labor is not the right thing for Susanna. But a life of dreamy idleness I consider far more injurious to her. Indeed, Klaus, my personal feelings toward Susanna do not speak in this. I do not hate her, but that her nature is uncongenial to me I must own. So, then, without regard to that, Klaus, I must repeat what I said this morning: let Susanna go away from here, take care of her somewhere else; she is out of place here; do it for her own sake.' "She had spoken beseechingly, and stepping nearer him, laid her right hand on his shoulder. "'Well, what more?' he asked, rapidly stroking his beard. 'Where would you think best to banish this child?' "'Send her to a good boarding-school; let her be a teacher; she is poor, and it is an honorable position, or----' "'You are probably thinking of Mademoiselle Lenon in this connection, Anna Maria?' rejoined Klaus. 'I still have her "honorable position" distinctly before my eyes, which she held in dealing with your stubbornness. If there ever was a being totally unfit to take upon herself the martyrdom of a governess, it is Susanna Mattoni!' "A slight shadow passed over Anna Maria's face as he spoke of her stubbornness, but she was silent. "'Perhaps,' continued Klaus bitterly, 'you would also like to make an actress of her because she happens to have a voice and recites charmingly.' He pushed away the newspapers and sprang up. 'I am unutterably exasperated, Anna Maria, that you should venture to repeat this proposition. I was not prepared for it, I must confess! What makes you appear so hostile toward Susanna? Do you know, you who live here in happy security, what it means for a girl so young, so inexperienced, to be thus thrust into the world? Surely not! You fulfil your duties here, you care and labor as hundreds would not do in your place; but here you act the mistress, inapproachable, untouched by all the common things of life. You do not know, even by name, those humiliations which a woman in a dependent position must endure. I know, indeed, that hundreds _must_ endure them, and hundreds, perhaps, do not feel what they are deprived of; but this girl _would_ feel it, and would be unhappy, most unhappy! "He paused for a moment and looked at Anna Maria. She had clasped her hands, and coldly and steadily returned his look; an almost moc
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