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the Project. A man who has spent almost every waking moment from the age of nine planning and preparing to fit himself for a role in humanity's first big fling into space doesn't endanger his security status by risking involuntary contamination from an attractive girl. The little aircraft plant on the fringes of town was actually a top-secret key division in the Satellite project, and if you worked there, you took precautions. The second time I met him at the luncheonette, he had been waiting so long, and had so nearly given up any hope of my coming, that he was no longer watching the road or the door when I finally got there--and when he left, he was so pleased at having gotten a dinner date with me, that he didn't notice much of anything at all. Not except out of the corner of one eye, and with only the slightest edge of subconscious recognition: just enough so that some niggling detail that was out-of-place kept bothering him thereafter; and just enough so that he made a point of stopping in the Security Office again that afternoon to add my new motel address to the information he'd given them the day before. The three-mile drive in back of my Colorado plates was just about long enough, finally, to make the discrepancy register consciously. Larry went home and spent a bad night. His feelings toward me, as I could hardly understand at the time, were a great deal stronger, or at least more clearly defined, than mine about him. But since he was more certain just what it was he wanted, and less certain what _I_ did, every time he tried to fit my attitude in the car into the rest of what he knew, he'd come up with a different answer, and nine answers out of ten were angry and suspicious and agonizing. "Now look, babe," he said, "you've got to see this. I trusted _you_; really, all the time, I did trust you. But I didn't trust _me_. By the time I went to work this morning, I was half-nuts. I didn't know _what_ to think, that's all. And I finally sold myself on the idea that if you were what you said you were, nobody would get hurt, and--well, if you _weren't_ on the level, I better find out, quick. You see that?" "Yes," I said. "Okay. So I told them about the license plates, and about--the other stuff." "What other stuff?" What else was there? How stupid could I be? "I mean, the--in the car. The way you--Listen, kid," he said, his face grim and demanding again. "It's still just as true as it was then. I
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