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judge. Macdermot kept up his heart wonderfully through the whole week. He never repined, nor once even alluded to Keegan. Father John spent the whole of Sunday with him. It was to be his last in this world; the last time he was to watch the light growing out of the darkness--and the darkness following the light. As the minutes flew by, his face became gradually paler, and his hand occasionally trembled. The brave soldier goes to meet Death, and meets him without a shudder when he comes. The suffering woman patiently awaits him on her bed of sickness, and conscious of her malady dies slowly without a struggle. A not uncommon fortitude enables men and women to leave their mortal coil, and take the dread leap in the dark with apparent readiness and ease. But to wait in full health and strength for the arrival of the fixed hour of certain death--to feel the moments sink from under you which are fast bringing you to the executioner's hand;--to know that in twelve--ten--eight--six hours by the clock, which hurries through the rapid minutes, you are to become--not by God's accomplished visitation--not in any gallant struggle of your own--but through the stern will of certain powerful men--a hideous, foul, and dislocated corse;--to know that at one certain ordained moment you are to be made extinct--to be violently put an end to;--to be fully aware that this is your fixed fate, and that though strong as a lion, you must at that moment die like a dog;--to await the doom without fear--without feeling the blood grow cold round the heart,--without a quickened pulse and shaking muscles, exceeds the bounds of mortal courage, and requires either the ignorant unimaginative indifference of a brute, or the superhuman endurance of an enthusiastic martyr. Thady was neither the one nor the other; and the blood did grow cold round his heart--his pulse quickened, and his nerves shook within him; but these were involuntary signs of his human nature. He spent the day in the performance of his religious duties, and made continual efforts to fix his mind on those subjects to which it was directed by the priest; and at last he received from him final absolution for his sins, with a full assurance in its efficacy. And if true and deep repentance can make absolution available, the priest's assurance was not ill grounded. Father Cullen, at Drumsna, and different priests in the neighbouring parishes again desired their congregations to absent th
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