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he lessons were going on, Pina had left the two together, and Ortensia had silently accepted the nurse's conduct without understanding its cause; she was too proud to speak of it when they were together, or too shy, but she was sure from the first that Pina would stand by her, though it was the woman's sole business never to let her be out of her sight for a moment. 'And what shall I tell him?' Pina asked. 'What message shall he have from you? I will faithfully deliver your words.' Ortensia covered her eyes with one hand, leaning on the other behind her, to steady herself as she sat up. 'Tell him that--that we must wait--and hope----' 'For what?' asked Pina bluntly. 'For the end of the world?' Ortensia uncovered her eyes and looked up, surprised at the change of tone. 'Will you wait till you are the Senator's wife?' Pina asked, her grey eyes hardening suddenly. 'Will you hope that by that time the broken glass on the wall will have softened in the rain till it will not cut his hands? Or that you will be more free when you are married? You will not be. That is not the way in Venice. I am a serving-woman, and, besides, I am neither young nor pretty--I was once!--so I may go and come on your business and walk alone from the Piazza to Santa Maria dell' Orto. But you noble ladies, you are born in a cage, you live in bondage, and you die in prison! Will you wait? Will you hope? What for?' 'What do you mean?' asked Ortensia in a frightened voice. 'Am I never to see him again? Is my message to him to be a good-bye?' 'Good-bye is easily said,' Pina answered, shaking her head enigmatically. The young girl let herself sink back on her pillow, and turned her face against her bare arm, so that at least her eyes were hidden from the nurse. 'I cannot!' she whispered to herself, drawing a breath that almost choked her. 'Yes,' Pina repeated harshly, 'it is easy to say farewell; and as for any hope after that, the devil lends it us at usury, and if we cannot pay on the day of reckoning he takes possession!' 'What cruel things you say!' Ortensia cried in a half-broken tone, turning her head slowly from side to side, with her face hidden in the soft hollow of her elbow. 'What hope will there be for you, child, when you are your uncle's wife? The hope of dying young--that is all the hope you will have left!' The woman laughed bitterly, and Ortensia felt that she was going to cry, or wished that she could, she
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