poor creature, and on such a
stream it was quite useless. They stood watching and discussing her
as she turned from time to time, either as the tide carried her or in
vain, wild efforts to stem it: the latter, probably, for after some
ten minutes (by which time her head had diminished to a black speck
in the distance) she seemed to learn wisdom from the example of the
swimmer ahead, resisted no longer, and was finally cast ashore and
caught by him more than half a mile below.
Johnny, seated on the grimy deck, heard the colliers discussing her
struggles, but took no concern in them. His eyes were all for the
Rector, who, after the first fit of coughing, lay and panted against
his knees, with gaze fastened on the steel-gray sky above.
He had saved his life. But had he really desired to? The action had
been instinctive merely: and a moment before he had been speculating
on the Rector's death, assenting, almost hoping! Had he translated
that assent into deed--had he been given time to obey the wicked
whisper in his heart--he would now be the blackest criminal under
heaven. God had interposed to save him from this: but was he any the
less a sinner in intent?
How had he come to harbour the thought? For now again it was to him
unthinkable as of old--yet in his madness he had thought it.
There abode the memory, never to be escaped. He looked down on the
venerable face, the water-drops yet trickling from the brow, usually
tinted with exposure to sun and wind but now pale as old ivory.
The old adoration, the old devotion surged back into Johnny's heart,
the tide rose to his eyes and overflowed. "My master!" he groaned,
"my master!" and a tear fell upon Mr. Wesley's hand.
Whether or not this aroused him, the old man sat up at once and
looked about him. He showed no emotion at all.
"Where is the mare?" he asked.
One of the keelmen pointed down-stream, and the little party stared
after her in silence until she staggered up the bank.
"All saved?" asked Mr. Wesley again. "My friends, before you put me
ashore, I will ask you to kneel with me and give thanks for God's
mercy to me a sinner." The men stared at him and at one another, not
a little embarrassed. But seeing the Rector and Johnny already on
their knees in the grime, they pulled off their caps sheepishly and
knelt: and after a moment the frightened youngster in the bows
followed suit.
"Almighty God, who aforetime didst uphold Thy great apostle in
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