ve had a hope of seeing one's children, to have dreamed
of nothing else, waking or sleeping, and then to find it nothing but a
dream. See her now, Rollo, as the cold comes over her heart. The heart
can live warm on its own thoughts, when it is chilling to hear another
voice speak of them."
Lady Carse was now very pale. She had once said, and then fully
believed it, that she had no shame. It was long since she had felt
shame. She felt it now, when it struck her that during all her long
reveries about her escape and her restoration to the world, not one
thought of her children had entered into the imagery of her dream. Like
all people of strong passions, she had taken for granted that there was
something grand and fine in the intensity of her feelings. Now, for a
moment, the clear mirror of Annie's mind was held up before her own, and
she saw herself as she was. For one instant she perceived that she was
worthy of her husband's detestation. But she was not one to tolerate
painful and humbling ideas long. She recurred to her unequalled wrongs,
and was proud and comforted. She walked down to her retreat without
looking behind her, leaving Rollo to tether the pony, and help his
mother down as he could.
When Annie entered the cave, the drops were standing on her face, so
great had been the pain to her rheumatic limbs on descending to the
shore.
"But," said she, as she sank down on the sand by the smouldering fire,
"I could not but come, when I heard from Rollo that you were still
breathing God's air."
"Do you mean that that was good news or bad?"
"Oh, good! Surely good news. At first, for a moment after Macdonald
told me you were drowned in the night, I felt thankful that your
troubles were over. But I soon saw it the right way; and when Rollo
whispered you were--"
"What do you mean by seeing it the right way? How do you know that your
first feeling was not the right one? I am sure it was the kindest to
me. You think yourself religious, and so you ought to be glad when an
unhappy person is `where the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary
are at rest.'"
Annie did not reply. She was looking at the fire, and by its light it
might be seen that tears were gathering in her eyes.
"Ah!" said the irritable lady, "you, and such as you, who think you
abide in the Scriptures so that nothing can move you; what becomes of
you when you are answered by Scripture?"
"I do not feel myself answered," A
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