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k whose years should have brought them wisdom and self-control." Annie clasped her hands on her knees, and looked meekly in his face. "I should have hoped," Mr Ruthven went on, "that a Christian woman of your standing, and one who is blest, as you yourself have been known to acknowledge, with a life of peace, would have had compassion on a most suffering sister, and have rather striven to alleviate her sorrows, and to soften her occasional self-reproach for what she amiably calls her infirmities of sensibility, than have wounded and upbraided her, and treacherously cut off her frail chance of release from a most unjust captivity." "I!--I wound and upbraid Lady Carse!" "Now, do not compel me to remind you of what you ought to know full well--the deceitfulness of the human heart. Listen to me." Again Annie looked gently in his face. "I left that poor lady, already overwhelmed with misfortune, prostrated anew by your attack of this afternoon. I left her dissolved in tears-- shaken by agitation; and I resolved that my first act of duty should be to remonstrate privately--observe, I say privately--against the heartlessness which could pour in drops of bitterness to make the already brimming cup overflow. Now, what have you to say?" "I should wish to know, sir, what part of my conduct it is that is wrong. If I knew this, I am sure--" "If you knew! My good woman, this blindness and self-satisfaction appear to show that this life of peace, which you yourself acknowledge yours has been, has gone somewhat too far--has not been altogether blessed to you. If you are really so satisfied with yourself as to be unable to see any sin within you--" "Oh, sir! Do not think me impatient if I make haste to say that I never harboured such a thought. It makes me sink with shame to think of my ever having possibly such a thought. What I asked for, sir, was to know my sin towards Lady Carse, that I might make reparation if I could, and--will it please you, sir, to tell me--" "Tell me, rather, what sin you are conscious of; and we shall then get at the bottom of this last offence. Come, let me hear!" Annie looked down, hesitated, blushed deeply, and said she supposed it was owing to her not being accustomed to the blessing of having a pastor that she found it so difficult to open her heart now that the blessing was given for which she had so often prayed. She would strive to overcome the difficulty. After a pa
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