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she expect of life? Was she not as other women? Did she never look ahead? Had she no pride, no ambition--no hopes? Did she wish never to marry, then, to become an _old mees_ like her English companion? "I am but eighteen," she said quiveringly. "Oh, my father, do not give me to this unknown--" "Unknown--unknown! Do I not know him?" "But you promised--" Angrily he gestured with his cigarette. "Do I know what is good for you or do I not? Have I your interest at heart--tell me! Am I a savage, a dolt--" "But you do not know what it is to be unhappy. I beg of you, my father,--I should die with such a life before me, with such a man for my husband. I am too French, too like my mother--" "Ah, your mother!... Too French, are you?... But what would you have in France?" he demanded with the bursting appearance of a man making every effort to restrain himself within unreasonable bounds. "Would not your parents there arrange your marriage? You might see the fiance," he caught the words out of her mouth, "but only for a time or two--after the arrangements--and what is that? What more would you know than what your father knows? Are you a thing to be exhibited--given to a man to gaze at and appraise? I tell you, no.... You are my daughter. You bear my name. And when you marry you marry in the sanctity of the custom of your father--and you go to your husband's house as his mother went to his father." Timidly she protested, "But my mother--and you--" "Do not speak of your mother! If she were here she would counsel gratitude and obedience." He turned his back on her. "This is what comes," he muttered, "of this modernity, this education...." He pitched away his stub as if he were casting all that he hated away with it. She had never seen him so angry. Helplessly she felt that his vanity and his word were engaged with the general more than she had dreamed. She felt a surge of panic at the immensity of the trouble before her. "But, my father, if you love me--" "No, my little one, if _you_ love _me_!" With a sudden assumption of good humor over the angry red mottling his olive cheeks, he came and sat beside her, putting his arm about her silently shrinking figure. "I am a weak fool to stay and drink a woman's tears, as the saying goes," he told her, "but this is what a man gets for being good natured.... But, tears or not, I know what is best.... Come, Aimee, have I not ever been fond of you--?" He patted
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