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are going?' "'Who has a right to control me?' was the word. "'I have, madam, by order of your spouse, and I desire you will be pleased to walk up again.' "She would have spoken, but could not; and, bursting into tears, turned back, and went to her chamber. "That she cannot fly me, that she must see me, are circumstances greatly in my favour. What can she do but rave and exclaim? "To-night, as I was sitting with my pen in my chamber, she entered the dining-room with such dignity in her manner as struck with me great awe, and prepared me for the poor figure I made in the subsequent conversation. But I will do her justice. She accosted me with an air I never saw equalled. "'You see before you, sir, the wretch whose preference of you to all your sex you have rewarded as it _deserved_ to be rewarded. Too evident is it that it will not be your fault, villainous man, if the loss of my soul as well as my honour, which you have robbed me of, will not be completed. But, tell me--for no doubt thou hast _some_ scheme to pursue,--since I am a prisoner in the vilest of houses, and have not a friend to protect me, what thou intendest shall become of the remnant of a life not worth keeping; tell me if there are more evils reserved for me, and whether thou hast entered into a compact with the grand deceiver, in the person of the horrid agent of this house, and if the ruin of my soul is to complete the triumphs of so vile a confederacy? Say, if thou hast courage to speak out to her whom thou hast ruined; tell me what further I am to suffer from thy barbarity.' "I had prepared myself for raving and execrations. But such a majestic composure--seeking me--whom yet, it is plain, by her attempt to get away, she would have avoided seeing. How could I avoid looking like a fool, and answering in confusion? "'I--I--I--cannot but say--must own--confess--truly sorry--upon my soul I am--and--and--will do all--do everything--all that--all that you require to make amends!' "'Amends, thou despicable wretch! And yet I hate thee not, base as thou art, half as much as I hate myself, that I saw thee not sooner in thy proper colours, that I hoped either morality, gratitude, or humanity from one who defies moral sanction. What amends hast _thou_ to propose? What amends can such a one as thou make to a person of spirit or common sense for the evils thou hast made me suffer?' "'As soon, madam; as soon as----' "'I know what thou wouldst
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