s perfectly contented with her position, I can assure you... But
what a subject to discuss here! Her name ought never to be uttered
by you. You are too pure, you are not capable of understanding such a
creature.
"Why abuse her?" Lisa articulated with an effort. The trembling of her
hands was perceptible now. "You left her yourself, Fedor Ivanitch."
"But I tell you," retorted Lavretsky with an involuntary outburst of
impatience, "you don't know what that woman is!"
"Then why did you marry her?" whispered Lisa, and her eyes feel.
Lavretsky got up quickly from his seat.
"Why did I marry her? I was young and inexperienced; I was deceived,
I was carried away by a beautiful exterior. I knew no women. I knew
nothing. God grant you may make a happier marriage! but let me tell you,
you can be sure of nothing."
"I too might be unhappy," said Lisa (her voice had begun to be
unsteady), "but then I ought to submit, I don't know how to say it; but
if we do not submit"--
Lavretsky clenched his hands and stamped with his foot.
"Don't be angry, forgive me," Lisa faltered hurriedly.
At that instant Marya Dmitrievna came in. Lisa got up and was going
away.
"Stop a minute," Lavretsky cried after her unexpectedly. "I have a great
favour to beg of your mother and you; to pay me a visit in my new abode.
You know, I have had a piano sent over; Lemm is staying with me; the
lilac is in flower now; you will get a breath of country air, and you
can return the same day--will you consent?" Lisa looked towards her
mother; Marya Dmitrievna was assuming an expression of suffering; but
Lavretsky did not give her time to open her mouth; he at once kissed
both her hands. Marya Dmitrievna, who was always susceptible to
demonstrations of feeling, and did not at all anticipate such
effusivements from the "dolt," was melted and gave her consent. While
she was deliberating which day to fix, Lavretsky went up to Lisa, and,
still greatly moved, whispered to her aside: "Thank you, you are a
good girl; I was to blame." And her pale face glowed with a bright, shy
smile; her eyes smiled too--up to that instant she had been afraid she
had offended him.
"Vladimir Nikolaitch can come with us?" inquired Marya Dmitrievna.
"Yes," replied Lavretsky, "but would it not be better to be just a
family party?"
"Well, you know, it seems," began Marya Dmitrievna. "But as you please,"
she added.
It was decided to take Lenotchka and Shurotchka. Marfa
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