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hree--four--five!' There, it was finished. A weight rolled off her. She raised herself, leaned over him tenderly, and kissed him. She was sad to wake him. After a few moments, she kissed him again. But he did not stir. The darling, he was so deep in sleep! What a shame to take him out of it. She let him lie a little longer. But he must go--he must really go. With full over-tenderness she took his face between her hands, and kissed his eyes. The eyes opened, he remained motionless, looking at her. Her heart stood still. To hide her face from his dreadful opened eyes, in the darkness, she bent down and kissed him, whispering: 'You must go, my love.' But she was sick with terror, sick. He put his arms round her. Her heart sank. 'But you must go, my love. It's late.' 'What time is it?' he said. Strange, his man's voice. She quivered. It was an intolerable oppression to her. 'Past five o'clock,' she said. But he only closed his arms round her again. Her heart cried within her in torture. She disengaged herself firmly. 'You really must go,' she said. 'Not for a minute,' he said. She lay still, nestling against him, but unyielding. 'Not for a minute,' he repeated, clasping her closer. 'Yes,' she said, unyielding, 'I'm afraid if you stay any longer.' There was a certain coldness in her voice that made him release her, and she broke away, rose and lit the candle. That then was the end. He got up. He was warm and full of life and desire. Yet he felt a little bit ashamed, humiliated, putting on his clothes before her, in the candle-light. For he felt revealed, exposed to her, at a time when she was in some way against him. It was all very difficult to understand. He dressed himself quickly, without collar or tie. Still he felt full and complete, perfected. She thought it humiliating to see a man dressing: the ridiculous shirt, the ridiculous trousers and braces. But again an idea saved her. 'It is like a workman getting up to go to work,' thought Gudrun. 'And I am like a workman's wife.' But an ache like nausea was upon her: a nausea of him. He pushed his collar and tie into his overcoat pocket. Then he sat down and pulled on his boots. They were sodden, as were his socks and trouser-bottoms. But he himself was quick and warm. 'Perhaps you ought to have put your boots on downstairs,' she said. At once, without answering, he pulled them off again, and stood holding them in his hand.
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