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trange mysterious power Has sent her from the room? IV. It is not one week's anguish That can have changed her so; Joy has not died here lately, Struck down by one quick blow; But cruel months have needed Their long relentless chain, To teach that shrinking manner Of helpless, hopeless pain. V. The struggle was scarce over Last Christmas Eve had brought: The fibres still were quivering Of the one wounded thought, When Herbert--who, unconscious, Had guessed no inward strife-- Bade her, in pride and pleasure, Welcome his fair young wife. VI. Bade her rejoice, and smiling, Although his eyes were dim, Thanked God he thus could pay her The care she gave to him. This fresh bright life would bring her A new and joyous fate-- Oh, Alice, check the murmur That cries, "Too late! too late!" VII. Too late! Could she have known it A few short weeks before, That his life was completed, And needing hers no more, She might--Oh sad repining! What "might have been," forget; "It was not," should suffice us To stifle vain regret. VIII. He needed her no longer, Each day it grew more plain; First with a startled wonder, Then with a wondering pain. Love: why, his wife best gave it; Comfort: durst Alice speak, Or counsel, when resentment Flushed on the young wife's cheek? IX. No more long talks by firelight Of childish times long past, And dreams of future greatness Which he must reach at last; Dreams, where her purer instinct With truth unerring told, Where was the worthless gilding, And where refined gold. X. Slowly, but surely ever, Dora's poor jealous pride, Which she called love for Herbert, Drove Alice from his side; And, spite of nervous effort To share their altered life, She felt a check to Herbert, A burden to his wife. XI. This was the least; for Alice Feared, dreaded, knew at length How much his nature owed her Of truth, and power, and strength; And watched the daily failing Of all his nobler part: Low aims, weak purpose, telling In lower, weaker art. XII. And now, when he is dying, The last words she could hear Must not be hers, but given The bride of one short year. The last care is another's; The last prayer must not be The one they learnt together Beside their mother's knee. XIII. Summoned at last: she kisses The clay-cold stiffening hand; And, reading pleading efforts To make her understand, Answers, with solemn promise, In clear but tr
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