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and--the other day I almost lost my son," she whispered with a shudder. "What would have become of me if he had died?" The priest looked at her in bewilderment. "There, there; come to the point," he said. "I want to have another child," she repeated. The abbe was used to the coarse pleasantries of the peasants, who did not mind what they said before him, and he answered, with a sly smile and a knowing shake of the head: "Well, I don't think there need be much difficulty about that." She raised her clear eyes to his and said, hesitatingly: "But--but--don't you understand that since--since that trouble with--the--maid--my husband and I live--quite apart." These words came as a revelation to the priest, accustomed as he was to the promiscuity and easy morals of the peasants. Then he thought he could guess what the young wife really wanted, and he looked at her out of the corner of his eye, pitying her, and sympathizing with her distress. "Yes, yes, I know exactly what you mean. I can quite understand that you should find your--your widowhood hard to bear. You are young, healthy, and it is only natural; very natural." He began to smile, his lively nature getting the better of him. "Besides, the Church allows these feelings, sometimes," he went on, gently tapping Jeanne's hands. "What are we told? That carnal desires may be satisfied lawfully in wedlock only. Well, you are married, are you not?" She, in her turn, had not at first understood what his words implied, but when his meaning dawned on her, her face became crimson, and her eyes filled with tears. "Oh! Monsieur le cure, what do you mean? What do you think? I assure you--I assure--" and she could not continue for her sobs. Her emotion surprised the abbe, and he tried to console her. "There, there," he said; "I did not mean to pain you. I was only joking, and there's no harm in a joke between honest people. But leave it all in my hands, and I will speak to M. Julien." She did not know what to say. She wished, now, that she could refuse his help, for she feared his want of tact would only increase her difficulties, but she did not dare say anything. "Thank you, Monsieur le cure," she stammered; and then hurried away. The next week was passed by Jeanne in an agony of doubts and fears. Then one evening, Julien watched her all through dinner with an amused smile on his lips, and evinced towards her a gallantry which was faintly tinged with ir
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