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when the disease was consuming your very vitals,--not when a perpetual fever racked your brain and boiled in your blood. You'd take little heed of what is called exposure then. The cry of your heart would be, 'Save me! save me!'" As she spoke, her voice grew louder and wilder, till it became almost a shriek, and, as she ended, she lay back, flushed and panting, in her chair. "You have made her quite nervous, Mr. Dunn," said Lady Lackington, as she arose and fanned her. "Oh, no. It's nothing. Just let me have a little fresh air,--on the terrace. Will you give me your arm?" said Lady Grace, faintly. And Dunn assisted her as she arose and walked out. "How very delicious this is!" said she, as she leaned over the balcony, and gazed down upon the placid water, streaked with long lines of starlight. "I conclude," said she, after a little pause, "that scenes like this--moments as peacefully tranquil--are as dear to you, hard-worked men of the world, as they are to the wearied hearts of us poor women, all whose ambitions are so humble in comparison." "We are all of us striving for the same goal, I believe," said he,--"this same search after happiness, the source of so much misery!" "You are not married, I believe?" said she, in an accent whose very softness had a tone of friendship. "No; I am as much alone in the world as one well can be," rejoined he, sorrowfully. "And have you gone through life without ever meeting one with whom you would have been content to make partnership,--taking her, as those solemn words say, 'for better, for worse'?" "They are solemn words," said he, evading her question; "for they pledge that for which it is so hard to promise,--the changeful moods which time and years bring over us. Which of us at twenty can say what he will be at thirty,--still less at fifty? The world makes us many things we never meant to be." [Illustration: 137] "So, then, you are not happy?" said she, in the same low voice. "I have not said so much," said he, smiling sadly; "are you?" "Can you ask me? Is not the very confidence wherewith I treat you--strangers as we were an hour back to each other--the best evidence that it is from the very depth of my misery I appeal to you?" "Make no rash confidences, Lady Grace," said he, seriously. "They who tell of their heart's sorrows to the world are like those who count their gold before robbers. I have seen a great deal of life, and the best philosophy I ha
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