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the end of life and the merit of freeing the world of =you=? (Holds her down by the arm.) Come, get through. It will be the gladdest remembrance of my life. Pull the trigger! LULU. You can get a divorce. SCHOEN. Only that was left! In order that to-morrow the next man may find his pastime where I have shuddered from cleft to chasm, suicide upon me and =thou= before me! You dare suggest that? That part of my life I have poured into you I am to see thrown before wild beasts? Do you see your bed with the sacrifice--the victim--on it? The boy is homesick for you. Did you let yourself be divorced? You trod him under your feet, knocked out his brains, caught up his blood in gold-pieces. I let myself be divorced? =Can= one be divorced when two people have grown into each other and half the man must go, too? (Reaching for the revolver.) Give it here! LULU. Don't! SCHOEN. I'll spare you the trouble. LULU. (Tears herself loose, holding the revolver down; in a determined, self-possessed tone.) If men have killed themselves for my sake, that doesn't lower my value. You know as well why you made me your wife as I knew why I took you for husband. You had deceived your best friends with me; you could not well go on deceiving yourself with me. If you bring me the close of your life as a sacrifice, still you have had my whole youth for it. You understand ten times better than I do which is the more valuable. I have never in the world wished to seem to be anything different from what I am taken for, and I have never in the world been taken for anything different from what I am. You want to force me to fire a bullet into my heart. I'm not sixteen any more, but to fire a bullet in my heart I am still much too young! SCHOEN. (Pursuing her.) Down, murderess! Down with you! To your knees, murderess! (Crowding her to the foot of the stairs.) Down, and never dare to stand again! (Raising his hand. Lulu has sunk to her knees.) Pray to God, murderess, that he give you strength. Sue to heaven that strength for it may be lent you! (Hugenberg jumps up from under the table, knocking a chair aside, and screams "Help!" Schoen whirls toward him, turning his back to Lulu who instantly fires five shots into him and continues to pull the trigger. Schoen, tottering over, is caught by Hugenberg and let down in the chair.) SCHOEN. And--there--is--one--more-- LULU. (Rushing to Schoen.) All merciful--! SCHOEN. Out of my sight! Alva! LULU.
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