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r. Medhurst professionally, and of course he is to dine here to-morrow evening. Come in and join us; we shall be strictly _en famille_. By the way, Margaret has not only finished 'Chiron' and the 'Spanish Marauder,' but she has actually sold both! They look very well, indeed, in bronze. Yours ever, Kate Medhurst. "P. S.--Diana sends her love and hopes that if you have any more stamps you will bring them with you." This postscript was in the writing of the young lady herself. The reading of these letters did not give him any pleasure just then. These other lives in whose round he was an important figure were going on without any intuition of his inner tragedy, without any suspicion that they would henceforwards have to go on without him; that he could no more carry them forward into his vague, new life than those equally vital elements of his old self--his poems! How strangely did their moods contrast with his--his father's playful good-humour, Lady Thiselton's sprightly _camaraderie_ and Mrs. Medhurst's cheerful domesticity! But the last letter made him wince. It was only a simple invitation, but it hurt him as though a finger had been put on a raw wound. For he, who had made a failure of his existence, whose one remaining link with life was a mere grotesque possibility of an adventure with an unknown serpent-woman, loved Margaret Medhurst with a poet's despairing love. The figure of the scented woman floated up again. She had let the letter fall into her lap now and her wonderful face seemed to smile at him. CHAPTER III. He awoke in the morning, acceptant of what he had done in the night. A calmness had set in and with it had come a clarification of his thought. His grasp of the position was more definite, and his feeling was that, to meet it adequately, he must disattach himself completely from the past. But the future was mystic and seductive. However, his tendency to dwell on it had to be put aside in favour of commonplace things that must be done immediately. As Ingram had pointed out to him, he might be as indifferent to money as he pleased, yet he must give it his first attention. Though ready cash was exhausted, he remembered almost with surprise he had several possessions that might be converted into it. His breakfast was served to him as usual, but he did not open the promised letter which duly arrived from Lady Thiselton. His general sense
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