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d in spirit, never--never again!" "What do you mean?" he said, his arms tightening about her. She kept her face averted. "I mean--that some forms of torture are worse than death. If it comes to that--if you compel me--I shall choose death." "Stella!" He let her go so suddenly that she nearly fell. The utterance of her name was as a cry wrung from him by sheer agony. He turned from her with his hands over his face. "My God!" he said, and again almost inarticulately, "My--God!" The low utterance pierced her, yet she stood motionless, her hands gripped hard together. He had forced the words from her, and they were past recall. Nor would she have recalled them, had she been able, for it seemed to her that her love had become an evil thing, and her whole being shrank from it in a species of horrified abhorrence, even though she could not cast it out. He had turned towards the window, and she watched him, her heart beating in slow, hard strokes with a sound like a distant drum. Would he go? Would he remain? She almost prayed aloud that he would go. But he did not. Very suddenly he turned and strode back to her. There was purpose in every line of him, but there was no longer any violence. He halted before her. "Stella," he said, and his voice was perfectly steady and controlled, "do you think you are being altogether fair to me?" She wrung her clasped hands. She could not answer him. He took them into his own very quietly. "Just look me in the face for a minute!" he said. She yearned to disobey, but she could not. Dumbly she raised her eyes to his. He waited a moment, very still and composed. Then he spoke. "Stella, I swear to you--and I call God to witness--that I did not kill Ralph Dacre." A dreadful shiver went through her at the bald brief words. She felt, as Tommy had felt a little earlier, physically sick. The beating of her heart was getting slower and slower. She wondered if presently it would stop. "Do you believe me?" he said, still holding her eyes with his, still clasping her icy hands firmly between his own. She forced herself to speak before that horrible sense of nausea overcame her. "Perhaps--David--said the same thing--about Uriah the Hittite." His face changed a little, but it was a change she could not have defined. His eyes remained inscrutably fixed upon hers. They seemed to enchain her quivering soul. "No," he said quietly. "Nor did I employ any one else to do it."
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