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he said at length. "Do you think that's going to help you?" She choked back a sob. "I don't know. I have no judgment. I don't trust myself." "You believe in sincerity?" he said. "In being true to yourself?" Then, as she winced, "No, I don't want to go over old ground. We are talking of present things. I'm not going to pester you, not going to ask you to marry me even--" again she was aware of his smile though his speech sounded grim--"until you have honestly answered the question that you are trying to shirk. Perhaps you won't thank me for reminding you a second time of a conversation that you and I once had on this very spot, but I must. I told you that I had been waiting for my turn. And you told me that I had come--too late." He paused, but she did not speak. She was trembling from head to foot. He leaned towards her. "Stella, I'm not such a fool as to make the same mistake twice over. I'm not going to miss my turn a second time. I loved you then--though I had never flattered myself that I had a chance. And my love isn't the kind that burns and goes out." His voice suddenly quivered. "I don't know whether you have any use for it. You have been too discreet and cautious to betray yourself. Your heart has been a closed book to me. But to-night--I am going to open that book. I have the right, and you can't deny it to me. If you were queen of the whole earth I should still have the right, because I love you, to ask you--as I ask you now--have you any love for me? There! I have done it. If you can tell me honestly that I am nothing to you, that is the end. But if not--if not--" again she heard a deep vibration in his voice--"then don't be afraid--in the name of Heaven! Marriage with me would not mean slavery." He stopped abruptly and turned from her. From the room behind them there came a cheery hail. Tommy came tramping through. "Hullo, old chap! You, is it? Has Stella been attending to your comfort? Have you had a drink?" Monck's answer had a sardonic note, "Your sister has been kindness itself--as she always is. No drinks for me, thanks. I am just off in Ralston's car to Khanmulla." He turned deliberately back again to Stella. "Will you come with me? Or will you go with Tommy--and the Ralstons?" There was neither anxiety nor persuasion in his voice. Tommy frowned over its utter lack of emotion. He did not think his friend was playing his cards well. But to Stella that coolness had a different mean
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