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e may not have known it," said Nobili, roused by her bitter words. "Oh, folly! Why come to me, Count Nobili? You are still in love with her." At these words Nobili rose and approached Nera. Something in her expression checked him; he drew back. With all her allurements, there was a gulf between them Nobili dared not pass. "O Nera! do not drive me mad! Help me, or banish me." "I am helping you," she replied, with what seemed passionate earnestness. "Have you seen the sonnet?" "No." "If you mean to marry her, do not. Take advice. My mother has seen it," Nera added, with well-simulated horror. "She would not let me read it." Now this was the sheerest malice. Madame Boccarini had never seen the sonnet. But if she had, there was not one word in the sonnet that might not have been addressed to the Blessed Virgin herself. "No, I will not see the sonnet," said Nobili, firmly. "Not that I will marry her, but because I do not choose to see the woman I loved befouled. If it is what you say--and I believe you implicitly--let it lie like other dirt, I will not stir it." "A generous fellow!" thought Nera. "How I could have loved him! But not now, not now." "You have been the object of a base fraud," continued Nera. Nera would follow to the end artistically; not leave her work half done. "She has deceived me. I know she has deceived me," cried Nobili, with a pang he could not hide. "She has deceived me, and I loved her!" His voice sounded like the cry of a hunted animal. Nera did not like this. Her work was not complete. Nobili's obstinate clinging to Enrica chafed her. "Did Enrica ever speak to you of her engagement to Count Marescotti?" she asked. She grew impatient, and must probe the wound. "Never," he answered, shrinking back. "Heavens! What falseness! Why, she has passed days and days alone with him." "No, not alone," interrupted Nobili, stung with a sense of his own shame. "Oh, you excuse her!" Nera laughed bitterly. "Poor count, believe me. I tell you what others conceal." Nobili shuddered. His face grew black as night. "Do not see that sonnet if you persist in marriage. If not, your course is clear--fly. If Enrica Guinigi has the smallest sense of decency, she cannot urge the marriage." And Nobili heard this in silence! Oh, shame, and weakness and passion of hot blood; and women's eyes, and cruel, bitter tongues; and jealousy, maddening jealousy, hideous, formless, vague, reach
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