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h, although fast glazing, still retained something of its keen, searching shrewdness. "Now tell me, my good sir, how many hours more can you keep in this--this breath?" The doctor looked at Godolphin. "I understand you," said Saville; "you are shy on these points. Never be shy, my good fellow; it is inexcusable after twenty: besides, it is a bad compliment to my nerves--a gentleman is prepared for every event. Sir, it is only a roturier whom death, or anything else, takes by surprise. How many hours, then, can I live?" "Not many, I fear, sir: perhaps until daybreak." "My day breaks about twelve o'clock, p.m.," said Saville, as drily as his gasps would let him. "Very well;--give me the cordial;--don't let me go to sleep--I don't want to be cheated out of a minute. So, so--! I am better. You may withdraw, doctor. Let my spaniel come up. Bustle, Bustle!--poor fellow! poor fellow! Lie down, sir! be quiet! And now, Godolphin, a few words in farewell. I always liked you greatly; you know you were my protege, and you have turned out well. You have not been led away by the vulgar passions of politics, and place, and power. You have had power over power itself; you have not office, but you have fashion. You have made the greatest match in England; very prudently not marrying Constance Vernon, very prudently marrying Lady Erpingham. You are at the head and front of society; you have excellent taste, and spend your wealth properly. All this must make your conscience clear--a wonderful consolation! Always keep a sound conscience; it is a great blessing on one's death-bed--it is a great blessing tome in this hour, for I have played my part decently--eh?--I have enjoyed life, as much as so dull a possession can be enjoyed; I have loved, gamed, drunk, but I have never lost my character as a gentleman: thank Heaven, I have no remorse of that sort! Follow my example to the last and you will die as easily. I have left you my correspondence and my journal; you may publish them if you like; if not, burn them. They are full of amusing anecdotes; but I don't care for fame, as you well know--especially posthumous fame. Do as you please then, with my literary remains. Take care of my dog--'tis a good creature; and let me be quietly buried. No bad taste--no ostentation--no epitaph. I am very glad I die before the d--d Revolution that must come; I don't want to take wine with the Member for Holborn Bars. I am a type of a system; I expi
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