FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   >>  
n than the idea of the execution itself. Death was something inevitable and even unimportant, of which it was not worth while to think; but for a man in prison, before his execution, to be left without tobacco--that was altogether unbearable. She recalled and went over in her mind all the pleasant details of their life together, and then she grew faint with fear when she pictured to herself the meeting between Sergey and his parents. She felt particularly sorry for Musya. It had long seemed to her that Musya loved Werner, and although this was not a fact, she still dreamed of something good and bright for both of them. When she had been free, Musya had worn a silver ring, on which was the design of a skull, bones, and a crown of thorns about them. Tanya Kovalchuk had often looked upon the ring as a symbol of doom, and she would ask Musya, now in jest, now in earnest, to remove the ring. "Make me a present of it," she had begged. "No, Tanechka, I will not give it to you. But perhaps you will soon have another ring upon your finger." For some reason or other they all in turn had thought that she would doubtless soon marry, and this had offended her--she wanted no husband. And recalling these half-jesting conversations with Musya, and the fact that now Musya was actually condemned to death, she choked with tears in her maternal pity. And each time the clock struck she raised her tear-stained face and listened--how were they in the other cells receiving this drawn-out, persistent call of death? But Musya was happy. With her hands folded behind her back, dressed in a prisoner's garb which was much too large for her, and which made her look very much like a man--like a stripling dressed in some one else's clothes--she paced her cell evenly and tirelessly. The sleeves of the coat were too long for her, and she turned them up, and her thin, almost childish, emaciated hands peeped out of the wide holes like a beautiful flower out of a coarse earthen jug. The rough material of the coat rubbed her thin white neck, and sometimes Musya would free her throat with both hands and would cautiously feel the spot where the irritated skin was red and smarted. Musya paced the cell, and, blushing in agitation, she imagined that she was justifying herself before the people. She tried to justify herself for the fact that she, who was so young, so insignificant, who had done so little, and who was not at all a heroine, was yet to
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61  
62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   >>  



Top keywords:
dressed
 

execution

 

unimportant

 

prisoner

 

clothes

 

evenly

 
tirelessly
 

inevitable

 

stripling

 

raised


stained

 

struck

 

maternal

 

listened

 
persistent
 

receiving

 

folded

 

sleeves

 

blushing

 

agitation


imagined
 

justifying

 

smarted

 
irritated
 
people
 

heroine

 

insignificant

 

justify

 

cautiously

 

peeped


beautiful

 

emaciated

 

childish

 

turned

 

flower

 

coarse

 

throat

 
rubbed
 

material

 

earthen


prison

 

silver

 
bright
 
details
 

pleasant

 

design

 
looked
 

Kovalchuk

 
thorns
 

dreamed