looked up quickly, "I went out one day to meet him? Do
you mean that, Robert? I went to hear news of my sister. I had received
no letters from her. And he wrote to say that he could tell me about
her. My uncle took me once to the Bank. I saw him there first. He spoke
of Wrexby, and of my sister. It is pleasant to inexperienced girls to
hear themselves praised. Since the day when you told me to turn back I
have always respected you."
Her eyelids lowered softly.
Could she have humbled herself more? But she had, at the same time,
touched his old wound: and his rival then was the wooer now, rich, and a
gentleman. And this room, Robert thought as he looked about it, was the
room in which she had refused him, when he first asked her to be his.
"I think," he said, "I've never begged your pardon for the last occasion
of our being alone here together. I've had my arm round you. Don't be
frightened. That's my marriage, and there was my wife. And there's an
end of my likings and my misconduct. Forgive me for calling it to mind."
"No, no, Robert," Rhoda lifted her hands, and, startled by the impulse,
dropped them, saying: "What forgiveness? Was I ever angry with you?"
A look of tenderness accompanied the words, and grew into a dusky
crimson rose under his eyes.
"When you went into the wood, I saw you going: I knew it was for some
good object," he said, and flushed equally.
But, by the recurrence to that scene, he had checked her sensitive
developing emotion. She hung a moment in languor, and that oriental
warmth of colour ebbed away from her cheeks.
"You are very kind," said she.
Then he perceived in dimmest fashion that possibly a chance had come
to ripeness, withered, and fallen, within the late scoffing seconds
of time. Enraged at his blindness, and careful, lest he had wrongly
guessed, not to expose his regret (the man was a lover), he remarked,
both truthfully and hypocritically: "I've always thought you were born
to be a lady." (You had that ambition, young madam.)
She answered: "That's what I don't understand." (Your saying it, O my
friend!)
"You will soon take to your new duties." (You have small objection to
them even now.)
"Yes, or my life won't be worth much." (Know, that you are driving me to
it.)
"And I wish you happiness, Rhoda." (You are madly imperilling the
prospect thereof.)
To each of them the second meaning stood shadowy behind the utterances.
And further,--
"Thank you, Robert.
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